Tuesday, January 4, 2011
I don't know why I can't sleep. I start to feel like maybe there is a reason I am awake, then I start to get all freaked out. Like I am gonna find something incriminating against Husband or something bad is gonna happen. In reality, it is probably that I just haven't taken any meds that make my brain be calm in a few weeks. When I was doing the diet drops it seemed ok. I actually felt better than I did on my Lithium but then I got sick and didn't do the diet for a few days, then I just didn't pick it back up and I am all out of my meds so I just end up restless. I really don't like restless. Husband gets up for work in 1 hour (yes, at 2:30 am) and I won't be able to sleep once he leaves either, then I am all alone in a dark scary house. Can't do it. This is a problem.